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Okay so I got hired at walmart recently, and I had to do my training modules on the computer, but I clocked out for lunch and I really didn't have a lunch, so I just walked around the store and I looked at stuff.

But I wore my vest while off my lunch break, and a couple of people asked me were stuff was, so I helped some of them and I guided them to other employees who might.
But I was told that that counts as working off the clock, which is very VERY BAD!  And I was trying to be nice!  

I'm so nervous and I hoped no one noticed. :C

Fuck me I might lose my job before I'm even done with training, fuck!
Things have been working out great for me recently.

I discovered intermittent fasting, and I do my best to eat 5 out of 7 days of the week.

Ever since I started fasting (while getting highly judgmental stares) My symptoms improve drastically!  I can BREATHE!  My neck isn't nearly as stiff, and if I fast long enough some parts of my body stop hurting.  

But then I get weak and I eat sugar and they go right back to it.

I tell myself, "This is very serious all these issues you are having you need to consume only the best fruits, vegetables, juices, water and herbs until you fully recover, and you can breathe normally again.  Sugar lowers your immune response and it's an inflammatory-"

And it just keeps going on and on.  I value my health so much now.
My only regret is that I realized it when I'm sick.

I do my best to listen to myself though.  I don't really eat candy anymore, and now it's believable for me to turn down soda, or sugar in drinks entirely.

I eat pickled garlic, drink tart cherry juice, and I drink a lot of Naked smoothies (they are amazing).  Occasionally I take raw honey put it in my water with lemon juice.

And when my heart acts up and scares me, I take a tablespoon of apple cider vinegar, and it calms tremendously.

But now some of the people I love and care about in my life are also falling ill.  I'm on my way to better health as I can feel it, but whenever I try to urge to try something other than traditional medicine, it's hard.  

I want everyone to feel better.  to be on the yellow brick road to better health like I'm walking.  How all the research I've done has helped me, and I worry day to day about them, even if they claim it's not serious. (Which I have no proof it is, and it might not but I still worry.)

I know you can't just walk up to someone and tell them "Stop eating it's good for you" but the fact is, it helps me!  It helps me and I don't know why people can't see that.  I don't see why people don't even want to try it.  I'm not asking for starvation.  A two day cleanse every week is so beneficial it helps you live longer.  It expels viruses from the body, it revitalizes brain cells, boots your immune system, it does so much just because your digestive system isn't working to digest food, so the body heals itself naturally!

Your heart can produce new cardiovascular cells.

Just like your brain (as apposed to the stereotype you can't) , your digestive tract, your liver, and much much more.  Your body is your best weapon!  All it needs is the right ammo, and you will be able to fight for whatever health issues you are having.

What's the point of having all this helpful, revitalizing health knowledge if no one wants to drink the water? (Aquarius reference I'm an Aquarius, ha)

I'm not panicking.  But my concerns are still ever present, and I just pray that the people who are ill will recover to full health, even if they don't try any of the information I have to share with them.  My goal is not to be right.  My goal is to help.

I am not bashing traditional medicine.  But do not use them if they have failed you, much like me.  But at the same time do not use an alternative to what traditional medicine can't fix, if you have a very very good doctor.

I would love to say that I trust the medical field...I would adore that.
But they gave me medicine to cover up my symptoms.  They never gave me anything to help solve the problem of it...

In short do what's best for you.  I just so happen to be healing on the alternative side, and I feel so at peace that I'll be alright.  My heart is strong.  I am strong, and with my journey I can prove to others that they can be strong too.

To all the people who aren't feeling well, I love you all so dearly.  I will pray to god you'll be just fine and I'm chewing my fingers to stubs for nothing.

As for the lot of you reading, I love you too.  Don't be afraid to search for answers.  Because as those who search, they will find, and those who knock, the door will open.
First off, I'm good.

I think I'm getting a job soon. :)  Walmart you are good to me.  They want me to go in and do a drug test after my background check and then they want me to go to orientation after that.

I realized I had a lot of problems that I needed to work out, and I hope everyone can forgive me for being emotionally clingy.

It's easy to play the victim when you're homeless.

But I feel like I've matured 2 years in the past two months.  I've roughed it in a car, in the hot sun, eating cold soup constantly from cans.  Going to the gym for showers.  It makes a person think about their life.

I don't cry nearly as often as I used to.  I do my best to settle my own soul before going to someone else.  I blow things out of proportion, and when I do that too much I push people away.  I don't want to do that.  I don't want to ask for favors anymore.  I want to stand on my own, and it looks like that dream is finally becoming a reality if the background check looks good and I don't have any drugs in my system, which is both insanely likely unless I sleepwalk and I do horrible things in that state. ;D

Second, I learned that a lot of people don't care about me.  Society as a whole doesn't care about me.  It's a cold hard truth, and yet somehow I'm okay with that.  No one really donated to my car fund.  Not that anyone had to donate, but it's just everyone else just leaves you to your own devices without really caring about you or the perfectly logical reasons you need a car...which for me was both a good and a bad thing to realize.  Because it toughened my skin.

All I really needed was for a few friends to care about me for this situation.  You all are sufficient enough for me, and I love you for it.

Third, the secret to getting a job is not giving a damn about the future outcome.  Every time I went to an interview I was so nervous about not getting the job that I fumbled over myself, and lo and behold I didn't get the job.  But last time I walked in, and I didn't care and I just acted like myself and I made the woman laugh three times. :D

Make them laugh people!  Laughter is the key!  You make them laugh they will like you, and then you'll get the job.  The woman interviewing me said she recommended me!  That's never happened before!  It's messed up, but apparently your thoughts become your reality is a true statement.  Huh!

Anyway, someone freaking talk to me I am not going to bite or be a dramabomb.  The old me was a dramabomb.  The new me is way more chill.

I'm lovin' life right now.
Hi everybody!

My name's Kate and I need a car.  I decided to stop being so sad and ask for help from the good community of deviantart!(As well as spamming facebook pages, constantly)

Why do you ask should I need a car?  Well, so I can work ya silly billies!

I really really need a car so I can leverage myself to new heights!

Oh, what will I do with the car once I get it you ask?

1.) Get a pizza delivery job that pays handsomely!
2.) Try Lyft or other money making sites using your car.
3.) Put advertisements on that shit.  Make even more money.
4.)Uh, DRIVE to places and pick up people.  Friends, family.  Make it easier so I don't need to walk miles and miles every day. Go to wurk.
5.) Sit in it, use the cup holders, appreciate life's gifts.  Maybe store candy in the glove box. Hug it, kiss it.  Stuff.
6.) No longer being poor using the many other mountains of ideas I have for using a car.

Bottom line is: I need money to make money...or I need a car to make money so that I can no longer be broke!  All money will be put torwards a reliable, well sought after automobile with comfy seats, a good engine, and even with a few tiny bumper stickers that prove how awesome having a car is.  Plus insurance!  So how about it?  

If you can't donate 1$ then either you don't have it, or you're a hater because you don't like 21 year old artists trying to be self sufficient and get back on their feet...or you don't like PIZZA.

You monster.  If I ever deliver to you I'll give you olives on your pie...and I hope you don't like olives.  ;D 

No but really I would appreciate your generosity.  If I reach my goal, I'll post a video of my doing something completely insane.  I have checkpoints for the goals, and you guys get to decide what I do!  I post videos of whatever insane task you guys want from me.   Either that, or I draw something you guys have always wanted to see from me...(a bit of lewd drawings perhaps? <3 )

100$- What would I do for 100$?  It's up to you guys!
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Here's my campaign!  I'll update it as I go!  Thanks you guys of deviantart! I LOVE YOU.>>> funds.gofundme.com/dashboard/r…
Get well soon by explodingapple
Get well soon
this is for a friend who recently twisted his ankle.

I'm there because I'm a nurse aide.  get it?  Bed bath? Because...I used to do that all the time...

I'm not that funny. Ha!
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Things have been working out great for me recently.

I discovered intermittent fasting, and I do my best to eat 5 out of 7 days of the week.

Ever since I started fasting (while getting highly judgmental stares) My symptoms improve drastically!  I can BREATHE!  My neck isn't nearly as stiff, and if I fast long enough some parts of my body stop hurting.  

But then I get weak and I eat sugar and they go right back to it.

I tell myself, "This is very serious all these issues you are having you need to consume only the best fruits, vegetables, juices, water and herbs until you fully recover, and you can breathe normally again.  Sugar lowers your immune response and it's an inflammatory-"

And it just keeps going on and on.  I value my health so much now.
My only regret is that I realized it when I'm sick.

I do my best to listen to myself though.  I don't really eat candy anymore, and now it's believable for me to turn down soda, or sugar in drinks entirely.

I eat pickled garlic, drink tart cherry juice, and I drink a lot of Naked smoothies (they are amazing).  Occasionally I take raw honey put it in my water with lemon juice.

And when my heart acts up and scares me, I take a tablespoon of apple cider vinegar, and it calms tremendously.

But now some of the people I love and care about in my life are also falling ill.  I'm on my way to better health as I can feel it, but whenever I try to urge to try something other than traditional medicine, it's hard.  

I want everyone to feel better.  to be on the yellow brick road to better health like I'm walking.  How all the research I've done has helped me, and I worry day to day about them, even if they claim it's not serious. (Which I have no proof it is, and it might not but I still worry.)

I know you can't just walk up to someone and tell them "Stop eating it's good for you" but the fact is, it helps me!  It helps me and I don't know why people can't see that.  I don't see why people don't even want to try it.  I'm not asking for starvation.  A two day cleanse every week is so beneficial it helps you live longer.  It expels viruses from the body, it revitalizes brain cells, boots your immune system, it does so much just because your digestive system isn't working to digest food, so the body heals itself naturally!

Your heart can produce new cardiovascular cells.

Just like your brain (as apposed to the stereotype you can't) , your digestive tract, your liver, and much much more.  Your body is your best weapon!  All it needs is the right ammo, and you will be able to fight for whatever health issues you are having.

What's the point of having all this helpful, revitalizing health knowledge if no one wants to drink the water? (Aquarius reference I'm an Aquarius, ha)

I'm not panicking.  But my concerns are still ever present, and I just pray that the people who are ill will recover to full health, even if they don't try any of the information I have to share with them.  My goal is not to be right.  My goal is to help.

I am not bashing traditional medicine.  But do not use them if they have failed you, much like me.  But at the same time do not use an alternative to what traditional medicine can't fix, if you have a very very good doctor.

I would love to say that I trust the medical field...I would adore that.
But they gave me medicine to cover up my symptoms.  They never gave me anything to help solve the problem of it...

In short do what's best for you.  I just so happen to be healing on the alternative side, and I feel so at peace that I'll be alright.  My heart is strong.  I am strong, and with my journey I can prove to others that they can be strong too.

To all the people who aren't feeling well, I love you all so dearly.  I will pray to god you'll be just fine and I'm chewing my fingers to stubs for nothing.

As for the lot of you reading, I love you too.  Don't be afraid to search for answers.  Because as those who search, they will find, and those who knock, the door will open.

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